ONLY LOVE WILL KEEP US GOING

Hey there, im feeling tired now, very tired.
As you know we had our SNCO POP today.
Haha, the all 11 of us passed the course, and was being promoted to SGT! (:

But i know it will be a greater responsiblity for us, and i know we can going to make this through.
Went to greenview at 11.30pm, then everything started.

We were having footdrills all the way till the real parade-.-
Can you imagine how tiring it was? But i know everyone were feeling tired too.
Before the parade, i was damn worried if i can make it anot-.-

Then during the parade, i was really really feeling very tired already.I could hardly open my eyes.
Haha, then evrything just ended.

Went to loyang point to have our dinner, then cabbed nack home with yanteen,xueling and shuhui.
I was so smelly and sweaty, when i came back home and untie my hair.

My hair was still covered with my sweat! How gross right!
Know what, i actully planned to do my homeworks when i come back from POP.
But im feeling tired already, so how to do?!

And tml, there will be competition briefing.
Will be meeting the retarted iris (:
So thats all for today, i think im turning in soon.

Nite!

LETS BE LOVERS

Hello people! xD
Sorry for my previous post alright, i know its vulgar.
Today is FRIDAY!

So the timetable will only have social studies and art.
Social studies was damn sleepy for me, was supposed to copy down all the notes.
And i copied so fast so that i can get some sleep.

And MDM NATASHA dont believe that i can actually copy the notes that fast!-.-
Haha, so when she came over to the table to check on my work (i think she knew i was sleeping),
she bwg, cause i did completed my work (:

Then six periods of art, we are combing class with 306!
We now are starting doing the designing fashion or something.
Quite interesting i can say.

After school, went for lunch and also self train.
I guessed.. hmm.
Never mind, no point saying so much about it anyway.

Know what i guess for the time being, i should keep all those complains to myself.
Also dont know why, but i think keeping in my heart will be better?
Haha, ok-.-

By the way, SNCO POP will be tml.
Kinda worried but i know no point worry over it.
Sooooo, i will have to look at the bright side of life, and dont think so much about it.

Shit, i forgotten to wash my gloves, what the fuck-.-
Never mind, i will wash it later. (:
All SNCO peeps, all the best for tml POP!

I will be praying for you guys too! (:

TOGETHER WE LOVE

Damn it, im damn frustrated now.
Got damn lots of things to do now, yet its already 10pm already.
Oh fuck, plus i got lots of things to worry about!

My holidays homeworks are still not done yet, everything are in a mess now!
Can someone just let me catch my breath first?
Argh, stupid huiting.

Fcuking hell, i soooo dont want to do my homeworks.
But i dont have a choice here, cause i promise myself im going to do well in this term.
I think its not gonna be possible if i carry like this.

All these are bullshits.
Im getting frustrated for every single thing-.-
Also dont know why, i feel like scolding people now.

And my bloody stupid keyboard is damn fucking irritating now.
Sorry if my post is abit vulgar today.
Cause i need something to vent my anger on. ARGH!

Im njot trying to be negative here or what, but im not feeling good here.
I think i should stop here, or not the whole post will be polluted.

WATCHING SUNRISE WITH YOU

Awww, today is a not-so-bad day (:
Yup, its st john's day today. and we had to wear our full uniform the whole day!
Luckily my lessons ends at 1pm today, cheers for those who are in bio class, they ends class at 3pm! I bet they must be feeling warmer than us-.- whatever.

Woke up at erm, what time did i woke up at? I forgotten already, sorry =X
Then went to the bus stop, and realised im running out of time. I missed the buses.
And angela was already waiting for me already, so being so kind as i dont want angela to wait for me. I took the cab down-.- which was damn lame as east view is not very far from my house.

But due to the time, i have to.
Wasted my $3.20, what the hell.
Got ready and we were prepared for the day (:

We stood quite long at the parade square, until i felt abit sick.
As in giddy, LOL.
Then all of us went back to class.

So everything was about the same, its just that we have to wear full uniform.
SKIPPED.
Out for lunch with angela and xueling, waited for yanteen also.

Went home at 4pm.
Here im! Plus i heard some news just now.
Hmmm, i got nothing to comment about it .

That's it! byebye!

YOU ARE MY STRENGTH WHEN I WAS WEAK

Damn it, im sick for the day.
Woke up, realised i am not feeling well.
'Cause for the past two days, i slept for only 7hrs.

So it leads to lack of sleep, headache and vomitting.
What the hell, its only the second day of school.
And im sick already.

After that i went back to sleep again, i had a weird dream about st john.
I can even feel the stress when im dreaming-.-
What the hell, plus im also worried of the cadets falling in, in the afternoon.

So i could not really sleep well, was worried throughout my sleep.
Thanks for the help when i was not around in the school !
I sleep and wake up, sleep then wake up again.

Just in case if someone needs to call me for details about st john day.
Offically woke up at 1.30pm, then waited for xinyi to call.
Then, that was it already.

Nothing really happened, was laying on my bed the whole morning.
Hope i will get beter tml, 'cause it will be st john day tml.
I dont wanna miss it.

For dont know what reasons, i cried that night.

THIS IS LOVE

WOO! First day of term three is BORING!
Perhaps i had not enough sleep.
BUT i woke up damn early today, i mean not that early but earlier than expected.

Haha,then went to school with a happy feeling.
Because i know i can sleep throughout the whole day as there wont be any lessons (:
Reached school, everything started.

We got a new timetable, but not much changes.
I only know that we are going to change quite a number of teachers.
Which is sad, MS NG is gonna leave us.

I like her way of teaching, i love her voice even more.
And and MISS NG is leaving in a month's time.
What the hell, why is all those sweet teachers leaving us?!

This is not good, but we had no choice but to accpect it. SIGHS.
Never mind, who knows it might turns out to be good.
But seriously i know im gonna miss MS NG that much.

Afterall, she teaches me maths for half a year without any complains alright.
And, i sitll haven finish my maths homeworks yet. LOL
But im going to get it done soon, trust me (:

After that, we went to the hall for principle's address.
Mr Ee dont know say this for how many times already.
Everything just ended at 11am, and we went for our recess.

Soon after recess, we resumed our normal lessons.
Which was physics and english.
Haha, the lessons was great, i fell asleep during enuglish periods.

Then we went to the hall again for the anti- drugs talk.
I was not so tired as i slept during english periods already, HAHA.
Ended school at 2.30pm, settled some st john stuffs.

Then went back home around 5pm.
Back then, i was feeling really tired.
So took a nap from 6 to 8.30pm.

Which was good, because i will have more energy to complete my homeworks.
Haha, btw. Wednesday will be st john day!
Im so not excited about it, LOL.

Because we will have to wear full uniform the whole day long.
We are gonna stink for sure.
Times passes so fast until i cannot believe it.

I think its way toooo fast already, makes me feel tired eventually.
Haha, never mind. My post is long enough already.
So i can stop my craps.

SMILE FOR ME

Heya! Im damn bored now.
Decided to post right now, cause im afraid i will not be able to post at night.
As you know school is reopening tml, my mum will expect me to sleep early-.-

Woke up at 12.30pm today, as everyone came in to my room for dont know what.
Wanted to do my homeworks, but i really dont have that kind of mood to do so.
Its not that im being lazy or what so ever.

Homeworks make me sick!
And i think i rather get scoldings from teachers than doing all those homeworks.
Im mentally prepared for scoldings anyway.

Perhaps i will just have to stay back after school to get my homeworks done (:
Anyway, its my mum's bortyhday today, so i will be going out later to celebrate her birthday.
Haha,we will be eating something good later for dinner (:

Never mind, the problem now is im damn fcuking bored now.
AND AND im hungry now. I gained lots of fats during hoildays! Which was bad.
Sighs, but there is nothing that i can do right? You dont expect me to wake up early in the morning to jog around the garden or something.

This is so not me.
Forget it, now im waiting for my dad to come back, and we are going out (:
And i MIGHT be posting after i come back.

To all the students out there, enjoy your last day of holidays! Afterall, we need to study really hard after the holidays. Take care, and dont fall sick!
Love, huiting (:

LET THE TIME BE THE WITNESS

Im back home now.
Went out for the whole afternoon. Bought my contact lens and my left eye got improvements!
It dropped by 25 degrees.

Then took bus 12 to xinyi's house.
Did some of my homeworks there, but the passion didnt lasts long.
Soon after, we went to cook instant noodles.

As we were very hungry and most of us dont haev money for mac delivery.
Most of the cooking was done by angela! (:
Thanks yea.

Then the four of us sat down at the living room and started eating.
Haha, we even cooked crabmeat and hotdogs !
Was damn bloated after we ate so much.

Then around evening, we went to xinyi's relatives chalet.
Haha, went there just to get some foods.
We didnt get to eat much as you know, we didnt pay for all those foods.

Then went out of the chalet, wanted to eat KFC.
But not enough space, so we went to mac.
Haha, sat down and eat again -.-

Went to the bus stop at 9.30pm.
But the bus took such a long time -.- it took 30 mins.
Reached back home, feeling damn tired and still very bloated.

Two more days to school! How sad.
NO more longer sleeps, no more using the computer until late hours.
NO more everything! -.-

AND AND i still haven do finish my homeworks yet.
How ?! Asshole man.
Arghh, i think i should stop complaining already.

BYEBYE

I WILL NEVER NEED YOU

Say hello to huiting! x)
Thats so bhb of me. Never mind, i dont care about my face what.
Today is friday right? i kept on thinking that today is just some other days.

Woke up damn bloody early at 8am. As you know i had my self train today.
Then the worst part is, my ezlink have no money in it. AND AND i forgotten to bring my coins for the bus trip.

What the hell, ended up i had to walked to school which wasted my 10 mins for that.
What a thing to start off my day yea.
Luckily i was not late (:

Throughout the journey towards the school, i motivated myself by saying walking to school is easy, because i already walked before route march.
So this short distance wont kill me. LOL.

Never mind, started off our self train with sir pia tat and also sir william who came down half way.
Kudous to all those helpers who came down and helped us. (:

Haha, our platoonmates are the best !
Mdm xingjuan came down to help with our homenursings too.
Everything ended around 5pm.

Went for our early dinner, back home already.
Im feeling damn bloody tired for i already used up all my energy.
BUT, i have to force myself to get my homeworks done. perhaps not all x)

By the way, did i mention that national comp is coming really soon?
We are only left with 2 weeks or so?
Its so fast! we are not even prepared yet.

Never mind, i know we can make it through! xD
And im so worried now, for that particular reason -.-
Seriously i really dont know what i can do now.

Im alone in the house now.
So bored until i feel like sleeping already.
Out of a sudden, i realised i got lots of things undone.

But, i just dont have the certain feeling to complete it.
Afterall, i know i cannot avoid this right?
So i will have to face it eventually. xD

NOTHING GONNA TAKE ME DOWN

WOOOO, i love this! xD
Haha, you know why?
Because im using my darling now! FYI, my darling = my new computer.

This is great, was telling iris about it jsut now.
And she is jealous xD
Never mind, shall start my post now.

Woke up at 9am, had our very first self train for national competition.
Sir pia tat and sir alvin came down for our self train.
Well, can say our standard really dropped alot.

Was supposed to have my team4 outing today.
But i got too much things to do already, fuck.
Its pressuring me too hard already till i can hardly breathe.

Then went backhome at 4.45pm.
After bathing and etc, went to do my homeworks.
Got lots and lots of homeworks undone!

Never mind.
That's my day.

I knowyou guys might be saying that im not capable, i know i just cant do any shit. but all i wanted is just some encouragment and motivation to keep me going =/ Am i asking too much?

YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING

I'm utterly sorry for not posting yesterday.
I was damn tired yesterday. Went out with yanteen and angela.
Reached home around 11pm yesterday.

Woke up at 12 noon reluctantly, as the person came earlier to deliver my new table (:
Haha, then it was my new computer already! xD
Its kind of happy to see a computer putting in your room.

Its seemed so..great i can say.
Then the rest of the day was spent at home.
I will be having self train tml and friday.

Actually im supposed to sleep now, but im wayyyy to happy to sleep.
Haha, nothing else already.
Soooooooo, take care!

;)

I KNEW YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME

Uhhhhhh, im finally back!
Haha,im back from the camp. I guessed you people must be missing me xD
I dont think i want to post about what had happened during camp as most of us had already posted about it, so perhaps you ppl might want to look out for their posts for the camp.

Ok, overall the camp was alright compared to JNCO camp =.-"
Of course, both of the camps must be different right? i mean if its not diferent, i will be like going for two JNCO camps =.-"

By the way, my new computer will be coming on wed.
Got this news when i came back from camp.
So,i will jsut have to wait for the arrival of the new computer.

my whole body is aching like hell, and im still feeling damn tired.
Tml i will be going out (:

I think i still haven tried my best yet,but whatever the outcome is, i will still have to accpect it.

LET ME OFF

Say BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Today was damn tiring enough to make me fall asleep.
Woke up at 6pm today, yanteen's dad fetched us there. THANKS!

Again, we are way tooooo early.
Starting crapping while waiting for the rest to come.
Around 8pm, everything started.

Started moving all the chairs and tables.
Clean there and here, sweep here and there.
Plus, we still have to run.

And i ran until i could not catch my breath -.-
Then had a lecture about triage, felt really tired at the point of time already.
But, i still managed to know what the whole lesson about.

Ended around 1pm, then we put all our belongings into the classroom.
We went back home just with our wallets and hand phone! LOL.
Reached home at 3.30pm.

Complained to my mum that i was very tired, LOL!
Then she told me to have some sleep. after all for the next 4 days. its gonna be long.
Without any hesitation, bathed and went to bed straight away.

I am wondering if half of the day is gonna make me so tired, how can i ever survive in the camp ? -.-
LOL, just let the nature take its course.

Hope that everything will turns out to be not-so-bad (:
Anyway, i am still feeling tired!
FYI, my camp will lasts for 4 days.

It will starts tml, and ends at sunday.
Sooooo, take care everyone when im not around.
You guys will not be forgotten when i am in camp, LOL! xD

OK , i am like saying as if i wont come back anymore.
Im off, see you guys after i come back from the camp (:

SAY BOO

Wei!
Huiting is here! YAY! -.-
Never mind, shall start my post.

Met up with yanteen today to buy our camping stuffs.
Then we went to wacthed SHREK 3 too.
Its was damn bloody funny, the show overall was not bad though.

Ended around 6pm.
Then went to 400 + to get my blink and clean solution.
Went back home and xinyi came my house to do the name tags thingy.

And my computer was bloody lousy, xinyi will know why (:
Ok, tml will be pre-camp already.
How fast!

Haha, tml will be a tiring day.
For your information, my banding for chinese is band three! LOL.
I know this kinda sad that i dropped from band one to three.

But seriously i cant understand chinese well unlike the past already.
Perhaps i can do much more better in band three (:
Ok, i will off.

BRINGING YOU BACK

Hello!
I am back from everything, Pre-snco course.
LOL, everything went smoothly.

Then was kinda tired though.
Actually i got nothing to post, just post for the sake of posting. LOL
OK, forget it.

Perhaps tml im going out with yanteen to get our camp stuffs.
You guys should know SNCO camp are coming soon!
Im damn excited about la -.-

Haha, i miss all those camping feeling already.
Bathing with water bottle, and the toilet will be full of people! LOL.
I know you people will find that im weird of something.

But dont know why, i love camp!
ALrights, stopping here.

I ALMOST LOVE YOU

YEA! Lots of photos today x)
Haha, i know its been so long that i actually put up photos at my blog.
Today woke up at 12 noon, i was still very sleepy at that time.

But i was too hungry to sleep.
Woke up, realised theres no one at home.
They went for breakfast without me.

LOL, but im used to it already.
Because im used to waking up late.
Then just about im starting the computer, my dad called me and ask me to go down to TAMPINES MALL.

LMAO, so no choice, rushed there and they were having their lunch already.
I didnt ate anything as the food there are not so great.
So my brothers went to catch a movie.

And my parents and me were walking around.
Went to COURTS, as my dad wanted to get a new computer for me, YAY.
Haha, dont be jealous x)

But choosing computer are never an easy task for my parents.
End up, we spent 1 hrs there, choosing -.-
The worst part is they still haven made up their mind yet, and they end up not buying anything.

If i were the promoter there, i will just give them a tight slap, LOL!
Im not being a rebellious kid here, but if i am really that promoter, i will really feel very frustrated over it.

Its like i wasted so much of my saliva, and you guys are not buying?! LOL.
Ok, never mind. I will never want to be a promoter anyway x)
Bought myself a purple purse from THE WALLET SHOP.

Haha, it was a gift from my mother by the way.
Actually wanted to buy wallet but nothing catches my attention.
Walked till 5pm, i decided to go back home first.

Then the rest of the day was spent at home already.
Knowing too much will makes a person sick (:

CHOCOLATE,MEN,COFFEE

A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.

Hey! today was a damn tired day for me, perhaps for every st john members.
I was the COS for today's trainning.
At the beginning, i really got nothing to do at all.

Because we caanot get the st john room keys nor the class room keys.
So we could not do anything much you see.
We got the keys around 9am.

Then i started doing what COS supposed to do.
Thanks for those who helped me alot in all those parade state and etc.
Great help! x)

During the training, i was walking around between charlie and bravo platoons.
Actually being COS is not a bad thing either.
After last parade, i was like damn busy?

Rushing here and there, LOL.
After having lunch, went back home and get ready for swimming x)
Haha, we are damn hyper.

After training still can go for swimming.
Swim until 7 plus, then went KFC for dinner.
walked around and decided to slack at Mac.

Went back home at 10pm.
Was damn freaking tired after the whole event.
I just feel like sleeping now.

But i think i need to do my OS first before i can sleep.
Damn it.
i can hardly open my eyes now.

By the way, i love angela x)

GREATNESS

Love is not blind. It sees more, not less. Because it sees more, its willingly to see lesser.

HEY! x)
I want to tell you guys that i am very happy now.
LOL, ok =.-

Went out with my sweethearts today.
went to 400+ there to accompany yanteen to buy CL and passport size photos.
Then we went RAFFLES PLACE, i know you people will be asking where the hell did we go there for =.-"

Simple reason, we are out of place to go.
Reached there, all those working people are there.
We are like a lost ship, dont know where to go.

But luckily i know how to go, LMAO.
Angela and yanteen must be laughing now.
Then we went alot of places, we are like some people from dont know what country, LOL.

Shopped around the area there, and went back TM to have our dinner.
Since we didnt bring any money, we went food court to settle our dinner.
I was damn poor till i have to lend money from yanteen.

As you know,
HOLIDAYS = NO MONEY
I know this is crap.

Reached home around 10pm.
LOL,i walked damn fast and sweating like hell.
Yanteen will know what is all about, LMAO.

By the way, i helped yanteen to take alot of photos alright!
All my effort x)
Ok, never mind.

Tomorrow, i will have to do my st john things already.
Will be rotting at home.
Well, im off.

FINER AND FINEST THINGS IN LIFE

BOO! x)
Went out with my darling today.
We went to BUGIS first, and both of us only brought 20 bucks.

Which was damn pathetic, so most of the money, we spend it on food.
Then we went VIVO, was just walking and crapping all along. xD
Went home alone from outram to tampines.

LOL, the mrt train is so happening!
Theres actually a couple who was playing all those kiddy games like "chopsticks"
Haha, i was trying to hold back my laughter.

But i realised something too, they are not just funny.
But rather, sweet (:
They had experienced something that i cannot experienced it now.

How blessed they are right?
Even though they are funny, but i really think that they are blessed and sweet.
Plus, they are not from the same races.

The guy is chinese and girl is malay.
All those sweet kisses they had, LOL!
Awwwww,they are soooo blessed (:

And, i finally can see what typical singaporean will do.
Theres two old women sitting right beside each other in the train.
Suddenly one of them coughed, the other one was just about to alight.

Then the old lady who was about to alight, said that" Next time, when you cough, better cover your mouth."
Obviously the other lady was not very happy over it, she argued back, "Who coughed? i didnt coughed what!?"

LOL, then both of them was saying each other disgusting =.-"
i really dont understand how Singaporean works. funny people indeed.
After alighted from such a "happening" train, i couldnt help myself to keep smiling.

I was smiling and smiling until i reached home, LOL!
Haha, what had happened in the train, really makes me think alot.
I think i had a great day. x)

I think im starting to let the hatred fade away.
As i know, only through this way, people then can work together.
And only then, i will find the true me! (:

Forgive others, so as to forgive yourself right?
So cheers people!
I will love you people like i never love anyone before. xD

PERFECT

Awww, i was out with my sweethearts the whole day long.
Went out to Tm to buy our camp stuffs.
Bought quite a number of things.

Then went to 400+ there to buy our daily contact lens.
Went to trim my fringe too, yanteen cut her hair.
Then went home already.

Tml im meeting my darling! (:

I WILL NEVER KNOW

Well, the day was boring enough.
Stayed at home the whole day long, managed to find the cd which i was finding for it for so long.
"A CINDERELLA STORY"

Haha, the show was good even though i had seen it before.
Still cried over it for some touching parts.
Overall, this is my day.

How do you define as friends?
Haha, i was just curious you see.
Perhaps i will never know (:

NO FEELING

WOW, i really dont know how to express my mood now.
Sometimes i am really thinking if what i had done is correct.
Sighs, bullshit.

What the fuck, why i cannot get back the happiness in me?!
This june holidays is gonna be a tough one man.
I still cant get it over anyway.

Stupid me, i just feel like scolding myself right now.
Perhaps it can help.
Whatever =/

BEAUTIFUL LETDOWN

Stayed at home for the whole day long.
It was boring enough, but no choice.
My mum was in a really bad mood.

Bad until i did not dare to get close to her.
Actually today was supposed to go out with my darling, but due to alot of reasons. It was canceled.

Supposed to go for the public duty this morning, but im afraid my mum will just blow up.
So i choose not to go, what a pity. Cannot see hot-looking people.

Told yanteen im not going and continue sleeping till 11.30am.
Woke up, still feeling damn tired .
Perhaps yesterday was really that tiring.

Then, walked around the house doing nothing at all.
Around afternoon, my mum asked me to accompany her to Tmart, which was a shock to me.
Overall, most of my time was spent at home.

There will be SNCO tml, which is going to be.. =.-"
And it will ends around 5.30pm, which is damn long.
Never mind.